If you are reading this...

...I'm not here. But in case you wanted to know, life is good. Aghast, I sound like a grapevine teeshirt. Ugh. Life is, however, an adventure. I don't know where it's going or quite how I feel about all aspects, but I'm not bored. I'm happier than I've ever been (to my recollection) and made some interesting new friends. It's amazing what a fresh outlook new people bring to your life. I love it. I also love the old friends I've gotten together w/ recently (tonight). There is something about recounting the past, forgetting the ugliness of it all, and polishing over the rough spots that gives you a deep sense of belonging and roots. There is also something fantastically liberating about writing and venting on a page no one will read any time soon. And IF they are, they probably shouldn't be. Just ask about my past...I'll tell you. The checking up things kinda wierds me out a bit. =P  To the rest who have no idea what I'm talking about, that's ok. I lead an interesting life now that cannot be thoroughly explained on a blog. Hell, it can't be thoroughly explained at all since I don't even know how I feel about it all. And I shall end my rant here, before my sleepy fingers run away from me and type faster than my tired mind can filter.

Currently Listening Cool By Gwen Stefani see related

My week of Firsts

I am updating this almost entirely for one person. Everyone else seems to be on MySpace, but for her (and she knows who she is) I will attempt to update more regularlyish.

"So, I've been in a sort of rut now for the past 2 years or more. I work to survive, I move so I won't have to work SO much, still to survive. Well, one cannot delay the inevitable forever. I will no longer work and survive as a way of life. Yesterday shall be marked down in history as the day Tabitha enrolled in college!! Dun Dun DA! And believe it or not, I am on cloud 9. I couldn't be more thrilled! I've waited years (YEARS) for this and it's finally happening. Someday in the very distant future, I will support myself, have insurance, work ONE job doing something I love...Yes, that will be a good day. While I still don't think I need a piece of paper to tell me I'm smart, I will have one anyway. So, congratulate me! I'm in school. Word."

Also, today I got a cell phone! Whoo hoo! So now that I'm catching up w/ the times...I really don't know what that means for me per say, but it sounds nice. So there-consider yourselves (self) thoroughly caught up on the Tabitha life.

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